it's complicated

It really hurts me now,i just wanna express this feelings here,i just wanna share it with you guys.that's all.well,a guy who i really really cared more than myself.when i close to someone that i really comfortable with i'm willing to help em even i taknak dia susah sikit pown.When he needs me,i'm with him! when he said that he's hungry tapi tak de duit,i cooked for him! well that's the hardest part,i tak boleyh langsung dgr if he told me that dia x cukup duit or lapar.if i text him then he did not reply my msg i call and asked him "why don't you reply my text?" he said "not enough credit" and yes,i go and buy him topup.On his birthday,i did surprise him,i've ordered him Manchester United cupcakes memandangkan he loves MU so much and the cupcakes as well.i bought for him shirt from his fav branded shop and we have dinner at a very nice restaurant.when i did that for him,i felt the happiness! but too bad,on my birthday i did not get anything from him.when i'm with him,i swear to GOD i tak penah mintak expensive things even pinjam his money but at least a card on my birthday,tak beli buat hand made pown should be okay with me.almost 2 years together,jarang keluar..tgok movie pown with his friends,i don't mind at all but sometimes just both of us pown sweet jugak? heeee.for me,to be with him and his friends okay je? sometimes i siap pinjamkan my car for them go to the futsal court together,kalau hujan naik motor susah plak enn so i tak kesah kreta i with em? all i need is, appreciate me! accept me for who i am! bnyakkan masa with me even keluar makan je pown,care about me! proud to have me?! the thing is,semua benda yg i nak tu pakai duit ke? sikit pown tak kan? it's just YOU that i need the most.i don't need your money or expensive things? sorry,i'm not that type of person and sorry if ape yg i nak from you is too much.i wrote all this bukan nak mengungkit but to show you how much i care.

*omg this is so embarrassing but when i express everything,i feel better! thanx for reading guys.

p/s :Walking alone is not difficult; But when we have walked a mile with someone; Then coming back alone, that is more DIFFICULT.

IT'S OVER NOW

mama's friends,my friends too!

me and kak zana

abg nizam,naughty boy! rawwwr

with my beloved uncle Badrul <3

yummy red velvet from the owner of "cookiecat"

me singing *i can't remember what's the title of the song!

with the aunt aunt

hurmmm,usually intro for new post mesti i lake of idea to write! specially for this one.hehehhe! owkay mostly my mum always said that i am her *handbag* ikot je mane2 even before sleep mesti tido ngan dia sat then biler my dad dah nak tido baru i masok blk i.last time my dad angkat but naw giler nak angkat? mawu patah pinggang! hahahahahah,when i'm still studying kat klmu pown usually after class i stay at her office then blk together so this time her reunion pown i ikot memandang SEMUA her firends mmg close dgn i even bosses pown! we're so damn close,like a BIG family.reunion i ikot,bowling tournament i pegi,open hse ke ape ke i ade jugak even if mama xde pown one of her friend will come and fetch me at home sbb nak ajak ikot jugak! so this time is 2011 reunion at Bora Ombak,wonderful night with all the uncle's ant aunt's :)

Theres no greater gift than friendship

today just wanna stay home,tgh hari ingat nak support my other friends play futsal end up my very old friend bbm me and asked me either i'm free or not? immediately i replied YES! dah beribu lemon kali plan nak keluar tapi x keluar2,nak kena randomly jugak baru jadi?! haissssh! so this is my best friend since kat primary school lagi,i was in Sekolah Kebangsaan Bndar Baru Selayang. Her name is Khairunnisa Md Zain aka KAY! we're so damn close until ponteng skolah agama same2,makan sama,if bukan i yg pi rumah dia,dia yg mai rumah i even my house to her hse agak jauh! kena lintas jalan besar,lalu taman,lalu kedai,lalu skolah then her house. mostly i la lepak rumah dia coz mlm tu ade tuition still same2 jugak even kalau pi rumah kay confirm kena masak Meggi *tak sangka ambition to be a chef tu since kecik lagi,terbangga sat* then masok je form 1 i pindah and until now kawan2 lama semuanye still kat Slayang! i je yg jauh smpai tak dapat join if diorang ade birthday celebration or any activities! i don't care guys,i really wanna meet yah and and we have to plan somewhere yg best2 memandangkan 9 years tak jumpa! so,ceritanye is..today i met her! we had so many things to cerita,for me tak puas lagi............btw thanx for the silly band darla,i miss you and yes i love you much :')

sisterhood

Bonjour! hah keluar dah bahase lain,maybe my right hand tak biase dgn benda baru dok betepek kat dia nie! hehehehe.last few days i tweet about Thomas Sabo pendant yg melets2 specially Katty Perry's collection! i really really really love it,suddenly my sister reply "sebok jer" fine la cause i dapat agak dia mesti dah beli and just now i met one of her friend,SHIN who came back to Malaysia for a Holiday and she past something from along to us! something for mama,papa angah and Thomas Sabo charm bracelet for meeeeeeeeee! see,tak sia sia tweet! she bought it all the way from Frankfurt and the charm is a leaf,combination of hearts..in Europe it means LUCK! so each one of us got the same charm and everywhere i go i think of all of you. Almost 2 month you did not come back,i miss you so much along! this charm bracelet really means a lot to me! I LOVE YOU SISTER

Beauty Rush

victoria's secret beauty rush :)

i'm having a body spray dilemma plus i'm collecting something that sweet and refreshing! girls out there,i'll bet korang pown suka benda2 mcm nie specially before off to bed? i spray the whole room and the body of course? since kecik lagi i suka spray spray nie,HAHA! specially Victoria's Secret body splash and now collecting BEAUTY RUSH from VS also! baru ade CUPQUAKE body spray seriously smell like cup cake,so sweeeeeeeeeeet.too bad kat sini takde so everytime my sister ade fly to US confirm i kirim dulu.

p/s : ade modal lebih sikit insyaAllah i beli and sell it here :)