Wednesday, May 25, 2011

Rumah Titian Kasih 2011

my new hair stylist,KAKCIK :DD
koja and kakcik,Dok menyakat si koja :)
song for them :)
this is Aishah,she is very creative :D
kakak kakak garang,rawwwr!
coloring,i likeee :)
koja and her duty :)

whoaaaa syukur Alhamdulillah salah satu tmpat yg i really want to visit dah selesai,btw takziah pada mangsa tanah runtuh di Hulu Langat,ade hikmah sebaliknya. Al-fatihah :') hey readers! i just got back from Rumah Titian Kasih near Taman Tasik Titiwangsa,actually niat nak buat charity for these kids dah lama sgt da but i dunnoe where to go and when! waaaaaah 1st time kan? so i nervous giler plus excited too! i went there with a good friends of mine koja,nad and elle.actually nad and elle do their assignments there so diorang offer us to visit the place,hey peluang besar! so me and koja buat some activities for them,print some cartoon characters for them to color the pictures! *still nervous! when i met them,1st i i tanye is their background because interested sgt to know why they are in titian kasih house,so yg ade tadi semuanye street kids.tepi_tepi jalan without money and food! sebelom masok titian kasih adik bradik ni kutip tin and habuannye A BUN share 3 org! ya Allah,can you guys imagine?and ade jugak yg sempurna sifatnye with loaded parents but he is there just because of Dislaksia,maybe his parents malu ade anak mcm tu then hanta suruh org jaga! he got just my favorite girl of mine will be kakcik who is 5 years kid but very small! so active,talkative and her favorite word is "Allah and apa la?" she's not feeling well tadi because of before2 nie dia makan pasir,maybe sebab takde food kan? if dia kacau i,i said "later jumpa doctor,kakak suruh inject kakchik" then dia takot sgt but still dok sakat org! hahahahah SO CUTE and she lovessss to play with my hair! sikat rmbot i,mintak getah nak ikat la ape la! hahahahahahha.subahanAllah,what a lovely day with the kids and my friends! thanx to nad and elle too an koja,nnti kita visit lagi okay? :')

Tuesday, May 24, 2011


since smlm merajok tak teman my mum to mid valley,today i promised her nak teman la so we went to Harvey Norman to check out for a tv but guess what she ends up buying herself not only a tv but an Ipad2 yahooooooooooooooooooooo :)
she's so happy with her new tv and ME of coz VERRY delighted with the Ipad2 but i got to bare it in mind the Ipad2 is actually mum's! shhhhhhhh she's so busy watching her new tv but the i pad is with me.kahkahkah!

Sunday, May 22, 2011

Hugs and Kisses

aween,we used to sing together in class :)
meet Dinie,bbm i je kejanye! :)
This is koja,my room mate! mandi same,tido same :)
left : NAD,my everything! Right : L,nad's friend! nice to meet yah
silly boys :p
owww i love my girlfriends so much!

hello baby boo boo gaga oolalalaaa,*okay stop it pnut! well i just reached home,damn sleepy! bawak kreta tadi pown ade jugak terhangguk hangguk,nasib slamat smpai.well kinda happy i guess :)
someone surprised me with a box of chocolate then booked ticket for me *okay la tu,ade jugak la perubahan! hahahahhahaso harini je, morning till noon i went to curve with the girls and the boys from my secondary school,awwwwwww! i miss them a lot specially koja and nad and my new friend 'L' BUT the guys mcm biase laaa,janji mai tgh hari end up smpai ptg so too bad guys i've told you that i have to go back around 4 aite? so met them for 20 minutes je except eddie,bashir and aween.woi,plan bbq korang la handle,i dah penatm lagi lagi menunggu! so thank you yawww,really had a good day today so Good Night lovelies,thank you for reading,muaaaaaaaaaah!

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Who You Are

I stare at my reflection in the mirror...
Why am I doing this to myself?
Losing my mind on a tiny error,
I nearly left the real me on the shelf ...
"no,no, no, no..."

Don't lose who you are, in the blur of the stars
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay...
Sometimes it's hard, to follow your heart.
Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
Just be true to who you are
(Who you are)x11

Brushing my hair, do I look perfect?
I forgot what to do to fit the mould , yeah!
The more I try the less it's working yeah yeah yeah
Cause everything inside me screams, "no,no,no,no..."

Don't lose who you are, in the blur of the stars!
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay

[ From: ]

Sometimes it's hard, to follow your heart.
But tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
There's nothing wrong with who you are!

Yes, no, egos
Fake shows like woah
Just go, and leave me alone
Real talk real life
Good love goodnight
With a smile that's my home
That's my home

Don't lose who you are, in the blur of the stars
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay
Sometimes it's hard, to follow your heart.
Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
Just be true to who you are
Who you are

Thursday, May 12, 2011

it's complicated

It really hurts me now,i just wanna express this feelings here,i just wanna share it with you guys.that's all.well,a guy who i really really cared more than myself.when i close to someone that i really comfortable with i'm willing to help em even i taknak dia susah sikit pown.When he needs me,i'm with him! when he said that he's hungry tapi tak de duit,i cooked for him! well that's the hardest part,i tak boleyh langsung dgr if he told me that dia x cukup duit or lapar.if i text him then he did not reply my msg i call and asked him "why don't you reply my text?" he said "not enough credit" and yes,i go and buy him topup.On his birthday,i did surprise him,i've ordered him Manchester United cupcakes memandangkan he loves MU so much and the cupcakes as well.i bought for him shirt from his fav branded shop and we have dinner at a very nice restaurant.when i did that for him,i felt the happiness! but too bad,on my birthday i did not get anything from him.when i'm with him,i swear to GOD i tak penah mintak expensive things even pinjam his money but at least a card on my birthday,tak beli buat hand made pown should be okay with me.almost 2 years together,jarang keluar..tgok movie pown with his friends,i don't mind at all but sometimes just both of us pown sweet jugak? heeee.for me,to be with him and his friends okay je? sometimes i siap pinjamkan my car for them go to the futsal court together,kalau hujan naik motor susah plak enn so i tak kesah kreta i with em? all i need is, appreciate me! accept me for who i am! bnyakkan masa with me even keluar makan je pown,care about me! proud to have me?! the thing is,semua benda yg i nak tu pakai duit ke? sikit pown tak kan? it's just YOU that i need the most.i don't need your money or expensive things? sorry,i'm not that type of person and sorry if ape yg i nak from you is too much.i wrote all this bukan nak mengungkit but to show you how much i care.

*omg this is so embarrassing but when i express everything,i feel better! thanx for reading guys.

p/s :Walking alone is not difficult; But when we have walked a mile with someone; Then coming back alone, that is more DIFFICULT.


Wednesday, May 11, 2011

mama's friends,my friends too!

me and kak zana
abg nizam,naughty boy! rawwwr
with my beloved uncle Badrul <3
yummy red velvet from the owner of "cookiecat"
me singing *i can't remember what's the title of the song!
with the aunt aunt

hurmmm,usually intro for new post mesti i lake of idea to write! specially for this one.hehehhe! owkay mostly my mum always said that i am her *handbag* ikot je mane2 even before sleep mesti tido ngan dia sat then biler my dad dah nak tido baru i masok blk i.last time my dad angkat but naw giler nak angkat? mawu patah pinggang! hahahahahah,when i'm still studying kat klmu pown usually after class i stay at her office then blk together so this time her reunion pown i ikot memandang SEMUA her firends mmg close dgn i even bosses pown! we're so damn close,like a BIG family.reunion i ikot,bowling tournament i pegi,open hse ke ape ke i ade jugak even if mama xde pown one of her friend will come and fetch me at home sbb nak ajak ikot jugak! so this time is 2011 reunion at Bora Ombak,wonderful night with all the uncle's ant aunt's :)

Theres no greater gift than friendship

today just wanna stay home,tgh hari ingat nak support my other friends play futsal end up my very old friend bbm me and asked me either i'm free or not? immediately i replied YES! dah beribu lemon kali plan nak keluar tapi x keluar2,nak kena randomly jugak baru jadi?! haissssh! so this is my best friend since kat primary school lagi,i was in Sekolah Kebangsaan Bndar Baru Selayang. Her name is Khairunnisa Md Zain aka KAY! we're so damn close until ponteng skolah agama same2,makan sama,if bukan i yg pi rumah dia,dia yg mai rumah i even my house to her hse agak jauh! kena lintas jalan besar,lalu taman,lalu kedai,lalu skolah then her house. mostly i la lepak rumah dia coz mlm tu ade tuition still same2 jugak even kalau pi rumah kay confirm kena masak Meggi *tak sangka ambition to be a chef tu since kecik lagi,terbangga sat* then masok je form 1 i pindah and until now kawan2 lama semuanye still kat Slayang! i je yg jauh smpai tak dapat join if diorang ade birthday celebration or any activities! i don't care guys,i really wanna meet yah and and we have to plan somewhere yg best2 memandangkan 9 years tak jumpa! so,ceritanye i met her! we had so many things to cerita,for me tak puas lagi............btw thanx for the silly band darla,i miss you and yes i love you much :')

Saturday, May 7, 2011


Bonjour! hah keluar dah bahase lain,maybe my right hand tak biase dgn benda baru dok betepek kat dia nie! hehehehe.last few days i tweet about Thomas Sabo pendant yg melets2 specially Katty Perry's collection! i really really really love it,suddenly my sister reply "sebok jer" fine la cause i dapat agak dia mesti dah beli and just now i met one of her friend,SHIN who came back to Malaysia for a Holiday and she past something from along to us! something for mama,papa angah and Thomas Sabo charm bracelet for meeeeeeeeee! see,tak sia sia tweet! she bought it all the way from Frankfurt and the charm is a leaf,combination of Europe it means LUCK! so each one of us got the same charm and everywhere i go i think of all of you. Almost 2 month you did not come back,i miss you so much along! this charm bracelet really means a lot to me! I LOVE YOU SISTER

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

Beauty Rush

victoria's secret beauty rush :)

i'm having a body spray dilemma plus i'm collecting something that sweet and refreshing! girls out there,i'll bet korang pown suka benda2 mcm nie specially before off to bed? i spray the whole room and the body of course? since kecik lagi i suka spray spray nie,HAHA! specially Victoria's Secret body splash and now collecting BEAUTY RUSH from VS also! baru ade CUPQUAKE body spray seriously smell like cup cake,so sweeeeeeeeeeet.too bad kat sini takde so everytime my sister ade fly to US confirm i kirim dulu.
p/s : ade modal lebih sikit insyaAllah i beli and sell it here :)